hmm.. this is kind of very impulsive thing which happened to me the other night.
Never felt this way before.. nor I m feeling right now.. i really don't know what forced me to put down my pen once again and scramble a few words.. but well I guess this was the w
ay to give my heart a chance to beat in his own way for the very first time.. !!
I hate that once in my life i loved a girl
I hate that I loved her deeply
To me She was the most precious pearl
And I lost myself completely
Words now doesn’t compliment my thinking
And The songs has lost their former tune
I sit here alone with my heart sinking
Under the dark cold shade of new moon
I embraced a pain which was not meant for me
I walked a mile alone still trembling below my knee
I took the intials now the finals are pushing me away
My heart is broken and my soul is a helpless prey
It was my fault not hers…
it was my love not hers.
It was a mirage of hope looming in front of me the other day
I shouldn’t have walked up to her in that way
My stammers my truth my feelings became my weakness
With time I beacame selfless
Everything for me was a reason to keep her happy
And in the process my own lil heart became scrappy
I tried to push her away, I tried hard to do so..
But the very thought of her absence made me feel very low
I still love her but I don’t anymore..
I still am different for her but I am indifferent on the other shore
The girl will never realize what she really means to me
Coz already the prince charming has closed her eyes with his tender kiss
Whenever I try to convince myself about the fact
A dagger of truth just rips my heart apart
Things will change again
I ll rework on the script of my life
My story will never b a sad one for anybody but me
Coz I initiated it and I m alone standing here to face the consequence.
I will bring the curtains down of a tragic-merry love story
Of a guy who loved a girl who was in love with a guy
Hope my character survive in this chaotic story
And the girl and the other guy leaves happily ever after
Coz for me survival will b enough to re write my destiny!!
